Well, its been a while since I've written on here, mostly because things have been crazy, and somewhat because I don't think anyone reads this anyway. But, either way, I'm still writing. Since I last updated I've been in the hospital numerous times, mostly from line infections and then trying to get certain parts of my stem cell transplant going. Yes, my stem cell transplant was finally happening! But, of course, they postponed it again, AFTER I already started it. After I had chemo and lost all my hair, after I spent days in the hospital because of the chemo. The day before I was supposed to get my stem cell transplant finished, my doctor calls and tells me they're postponing it because of my heart. You see, back in like March of this year, my heart doctor didn't like something that was going on with my heart, which he told to my stem cell doctor. So, what do they do about it? Nothing, until the freakin' day before I get my transplant. They had months to have already done something and they did NOTHING!!!! So, now I'm just waiting, once again, to see if this medication they gave me to fix this problem that they knew about months ago, is going to work. If it does what they want it to do then they'll continue with the transplant. If it doesn't work... I'm probably screwed. Yeah, I don't feel really confident or anything about this at this point. So far its all been a pretty bad experience. And on top of all that, my beautiful, 17 year old cousin passed away! That hit me pretty hard, and I miss her like crazy, but I know she's with God so I'm good with it.
So, I should find out more about the transplant at the end of this month, will update more then, not that anyone really cares.....